Dear god,
I’m hurt and confused. I’ve never prayed so much and so hard for the baby I lost. Why didn’t you save it? Lord I followed your faith principles, I prayed and believed. You said faith moves mountains yet the baby still died. I spoke life and health over the baby. I’ve envisioned it’s life filled with your presence. I prayed for it to have a heart that knew you. I prayed for it to grow up loving and worshiping you. Yet it still died. Why lord? Why? Where are you? What are you doing?
I put my hope and trust in you; please show me my mistakes. Forgive me if I have sinned against you. Help me see how you are helping me in this situation. Father in the past you always made everything turn out ok. Why isn’t this happening in my pregnancies? Jesus my heart is down cast. My hope is diminishing. I’m afraid. Miscarriages are tough. They are tough from the grief, from the physical pain and from the mental pressure they cause. Lord what is the truth?
My dearest Dalia,
I’m doing something amazing in you. What is it that you want me to do for you?
Lord,
I want you to give me enough strength to handle my life. Make me strong so I can be a great mom, spouse and employee. I’ve been tired lord. Please take that away.
My daughter,
Trust me. Most of your problems can be resolved if you relax and stop worrying. I gave you life so you can live. Live Dalia. Enjoy my blessings. I’m still with you. I heard every prayer and I’ve collected every tear. I will see you through this if you seek me with all your heart.